they hate me for my girlish whimsy and for my pathological degree of avoidant behavior
fuck i completely forgot i need to curl up on my couch and scroll my phone for six hours. can we reschedule
an under-discussed feature of chronic illness + pain is how fucking boring it is. Like I know that I will get better and stop hurting if I lie down with my eyes closed in a quiet dark room but holy fucking shit if I do that for five more minutes today I’m going to totally lose my marbles.
Having chronic illness/pain, a poor immune system, and ADHD is an absolutely nightmare.
Or just go to browse and hang out! I promise it will be inspiring :)
It’s also a lot easier to do research in a library; sure, it’s one thing to have internet access, but it’s another to have wifi access to databases and books on the topic an approximate two minute walk away.
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